xtau nape hati ni mcm tisu..
mudah sgt bderai 'titik jernih' (yg x macho tuh..)


*emo melampau ni tak elok..tp ada sebab kan nak rasa sebegini..bkn sengaja pun..die dtg sendiri..hate it!

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(tajuk omputih tp isi nye asli melayu..)

dulu 1st penah di'mark' sebgini thn 2003..y?tatau..buat2 xtau kot..kte tau nape..mmg kte la org yg bnr2 fhm diri kte..so wut?!!(bulih jwb gitu?)

kalu skang org ckp gitu mmg xngaku la..nape?sbb rase2nye mmg kte transparent..xde hidden2 feeling ni..ikhlas jujur tepat dan jitu..jadi, nape kte nk setuju..mgkin org ckp ape yg dorg nmpak..da truth is, kte je yg tau..

wah3..abah marah benar campur2 bahasa ni..kate abah, kte kan blaja bhs melayu/english..bulih x guna sepenuhnye..?either 1..bkn mix-n-match..rojak..abc?hahaha..(x suke abc)..tp kalu ala2 nk marah tu mmgla mcm2 nk kua..bhs yg x besh pun kua..huh..skang xde la nk marah pun..cuma xtau nape org leh ckp kte ni gini..(spt tajuk d atas)..

maka kesimpulannya, mlm ni kte nk muhasabah diri...

buang yg keruh, amik yg jernih....(dan wangi)..yeyeh V(^o^)V

(…but this would be another night of “A Message” version)

Hi.

I’ve just had my face ‘masked’ using the blue mineral clay. Masking at night? (…rare job perhaps but desperately need to refresh my fine-lined face). Oh sleepy look now! And one more thing I couldn’t resist at any time when I started to draw my fingers on the keyboard: playing “A Message” (enqueue for at least 7 times so that I don’t have to play-and-play, again and again).

At this moment, my thought is off so far; down to the West. I’ve come to thinking about some stories left behind. About friendships, about happy times together, about the most reliable pal and about their absence and presence. We had great memories, “A”! Perhaps your future should be better by now – except we share the same ‘single’ status without realizing we’re adding a year to our age (but that should be fine, mate!). The only reason I keep thinking about “I”: he’s the only one I’d always want to end my life with and he’s the only ‘thing’ I’d always want to think of days by days – and I can’t help myself but to think about him every single day (darn!). My “M”, I know you’ve been so truthful, great! You’re always the best ‘off-season package’ but the feeling would never grow between us (as if there’s someone behind us that’d love to see us apart and hell! I want to know why?)

Today’s quite exhausting (blimey! what has ruined my day?). I thought I’ve made it clear that I’m looking at the bright side (always as possible), say ‘No’ to the past (the dark) and regenerate the day with ‘love songs’ (my own wordings; positive and admirable as always). But what happened today has turned me off; I’ve to look back on the ‘sour-and-pissedful’ day I had. Three months ago, when I happened to make a mistake that could ruin my whole career journey, and I’ve to think back today; I just hate it. A small mistake today and I’ve to re-open the ‘dark’ book. It’s bothering if it has to connect with other person that I pay my full respect to. Fortunately, the matter has been solved halfway (waiting for the other half tomorrow).

*yawn*

Thank you, dear! It’s not easy to let go things especially the ‘thing’ that has suffocated me for the past six years. I’ve to admit, ‘the hope’ is always there; the guts depend on either one of us. Even I know you’re not that depending on “the tiring hope”, but I’d always try to believe that the fate is here (as if fated as I’d always believe).

Kisah cinta tak seharusnya memenatkan
Menggugah jiwa yang leka
Menggetar isi hati yang alpa
Sekali jatuh, bangunlah…
Rasai nikmat cinta yang tulus
Berkali jatuh, sedarlah…
Tanda kasih berkecai

Adat dunia berkasih
Siksa itu lara
Tapi siksa jua asyiknya
Siksa itu bisa
Duka dan luka jiwa
Siksa bisa membunuh
Tapi aku dah biasa………….

Being in love is such a unique feel. Loving somebody is another way to show we appreciate the God-given feeling towards us. But being loved can be jerk mostly when somebody is not meant to love us, but feel it….jerk you… 

buncit?

byk makna tuh..
1. biasa laki dah kawen, ini NORMAL! (jadi kalo perut flat adalah abnormal kah?)
2. pegnen (pretty bump ha!)
3. perut 3-lapis, blemak (ladies yg x jaga pinggang/perut maka akan tsedia la donut xtra ye..pilih la nk bape lapis, anda yg tentukan..)
4. pem'buncit'an? (xde kena mengena ngn 3 kat atas tuh)

pem'buncit'an = pemakanan = pelahapan = mentekedarah

arini kte consider kte mkn-byk..
lunch ~ bsama user2 AGC kat kelab tasik ptrjya..arini lauk n udara best..mmg kena ngn selera besarku..hahaha..(siyes byk gile k..x caye tnye incik andrew---xleh wat bini ni, wahai perut ez!)

skang?xde mknanye nk mkn lagi..cukup..cukup..ingat sket saiz anda ye..kilo dh btambah..

sedap kan lyn pem'buncit'an ni..?asyik giler..

heee...

**muka-surat kaler**
dh + kaler2 kat muka-surat nih..seronok rasenye..tanakla emo sgt (asek2 black-n-white..xpun kaler tanah..takpun putih salju..)..kegirangan utk menulis btambah lagi..cuma nk edit sket2 lagik..

**tenet slow**
tenet agak lem sari dua ni..sbb mentenen..tp bagusnye "potong" ni, die bitau bile nk slow..ade email..kalu dulu ms guna "tooot...", haram jadah la..2 ari down..kol pun, x up2 gak..(kte cube menerima seadanye servis yg kte pkai skang sbb kontrak 2 thn---kat kg kte xyah cite la, laju yg amat..sonot sish kte dwnload muvi baru dgn pantasnye)

**spider itam-merah incik andrew**
wokeh..di sbalik tajuk kat atas tuh, kte nk story sket..kisah tadak kje arini a.k.a main tgkap2 gmbr..bkn gmbr pe pun..gmbr sekor spider itam belang merah yg diberi oleh incik andrew-yg-ensem (mekacih pkcik!) pd kte ms last day die kt perolehan AGC..kte dh lame usha spider ni..geram sbb kiut yg amat..(mgkin kte je b'perasaan gini..hikhik)..kte peram la kt bilik..pastu rase sian sgt spider ni x nmpk dunie luar, maka kte pun bwkla die naik kete dlm kete kte..tp.......sesungguhnye spider ni spesis gomuk gak ah sbb x muat nk masuk mini merah kte..kte pun letak la die kat sbelah pintu kete..

ade time, spider ni nakal..suke nk panjat sana cni..dipanjatnye kotak kleenex (yg ade gmbar tomato merah tu)..kdg2 die mlompat ala2 spiderman smpai stereng kete..masyaAllah! (ni blum bnyawa..kalu spider ni 'real' pnye..xtau la cemane gayanye..)
(fyi, kte mmg 'bela' few spesis spider dlm kete yg cantek2 n sgt tiny n kiut..tp sume gmbar ade dlm hp lama yg dh jdk arwah kt bkt raja tuh..spider ni mmg suke main bina2 sawang kt dlm kete..tp mereka comey ok..ade kaler2 yg menarik..)

**kostum**
alkisah sblm tu, kte nk g antar kostum kt hartamas..kostum?kisah d sebaliknya...

jumaat, 19 feb, 11 pagi..opis cyber..

syima : aku xtau la nk carik kt mane dah?
ez: carik baju ke kak?kedai kostum kan byk..
syima: dh pegi smlm..tp x best la..
ez: kt puchong ade..
syima: eh jom! nk g tak?
ez: aaaa :o (hish..sanggup ke pkai kostum ni..?ingat nk carik dress/blouse je..erkk)
syima: nk g tak?
ez: ok..jom2! biler lgik...(nk wat keje gile ni)

tule citenye..sabtu mlm, kami ade gala nite kt pj hilton..tema - "superheroes"..(wah3..mmg diskiriminasi la pd org yg btudung mcm kte..sbbnye..most superheroin sexy2 sume..baju..tight n fit..erkk)..tp sbb tetibe ajakan kak syima seakan lektrik, kte "ya" kan jek..kak ieta pun ikut skali..kami pun drift ke sri hartamas (CENTURY FIESTA nama kedai die--desa sri hartamas--satu row dgn mamak SPICY n nasi lemak antarabangsa)..lama gak ah usha2..oppss..tetibe jd berempat sbb kak leen join..dan...taraaaaa...kte jmpela kostum yg kte x imagine akan pkai sbb..

1. kaler die terang..merah-biru ok!
2. ade terbang2 kan (rase cam kanak2 ribena plak..erkk)
3. leher die luas..(cane nk pkai tudung ni..erkkk lagikk)
4. ade sarung boot merah (skali tgk cam santa claus pun ade)
maka, pasrah segalanye..kte amik gak..smpi mgigil tgn duk jahit kasik kecik sket tgn dia..(luas sgt daa)---patutla xleh pegang chopstick mlm tuh..

so,end up..
kte---> SUPERWOMAN
kak syima---> CATWOMAN (ala2 batgal pun ade)
kak ieta--->kostum empress kaler ijau (muat2..jeles tuh)
kak leen--->kapten jack sparrow versi gadis..hahak..(pirate daa)

tadi lak..upacara mereturn baju2 tu sume yg telah kte laksanakan mase lunch hour..
(nk cite gak..awek obes kat kedai tu elok plak perangainye arini..ish..cite kat kakak2 opis ni mesti x caye ni..erm..)

**superheroes nite**
define superheroes?

kejadian mlm 20 feb..pj hilton..

terbang je la....okay jek..cuma ade lak kembar kte yg mengikut katenye die pun sewa kt hartamas (sah la kedai sama)--kak fida PMO..heheh

**snap-snap*
pastu,tgh2 putar stereng,kte tnampak spider kte..tu yg gatal tgn snap gmbr die (alasan, nk abiskan bateri)..siap suh sish snap gmbar signboard la (otw balik umah)..sume nak snap..ape kes la..

mmg takde keje....

assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.. (hahaha..poyos)

sgtla lama x berjejak d cni..adala bape bulan..bkn ape..sememangnye dah tandus idea tahap jin notti nk menetas..(jin menetas?erk..)..ku kira kalau xde pape pkembangan tuh, mmg xde pape la yg bley d share..

skang aku dh smpi ke tempat yg acapkali ku rindukan..mane lg kalau bkn, back 2 e place where i belong..(yiihaaaaaaaaa)..journey yg memenatkan..tahla..asek2 penat jek..bkn aku pegang stereng pun..haha..sbenanye yg jd penat sbb fiber kat otak ni..sel2 otak sgt aktif terjana..byk yg dipikirin..ttg keje..(xdela sgt)..ttg idup..(a'ah..ade jgk)..ttg ms dpn..(occupied my thots e most)..

arini dah 14feb..aku cuma ade x smpai 2 mgu utk buat keputusan..wish me luck!

1.05.

Masih tak bisa ku lelapkan mataku..

Agaknya "sindrom kolumpo" dh dtg balik..time2 gini org kate : mlm masih muda! hahaha..
Sepatutnya aku dh tdo sejam yg lps..tp tah cane g lyn komik td..cam best lak..(seb baik dh xde benda nk dibaca..kalo tak..alamat sambung cuti la aku esok)

Bkn watpe pon..saje lyn mata ni..ati dh start rase neves x tentu psl..(apehal lak?)
sok..(sbenanye arini) dah rabu..

rabu = hari wyg (tp aku x rase aku akan lyn muvi sok)

okla..aku harus cuba utk tdo..kalo xkeh gak..buat2 tdo je la..zZz..